Hmmmm, where do I start? Confusion and frustration is what I feel right now, confusion as to whether to join Round 1 of Michelle Bridges 12WBT, and frustration as to why I can't make my mind up! So, hopefully doing this blog will help my mindset, and hopefully I'll get some feed back from those already signed up, or those that have been there before or whatever ......:-)
Whats holding me up?? Indecision, pure and utter indecision !!!! I have over the last 18 months or so done three challenges at my local gym, I go hard, otherwise whats the point in signing up?, and get good results but once it's over I tend not to work so hard and be a bit lazy. I haven't put weight back on-as in kg's, but I know that I've lost muscle tone and gained FAT over this lovely Christmas/New Year season. FRUSTRATING, why the hell did I let go??? all that hard work ...silly girl I am sometimes!
My goal is to get to 70kg and I am currently about 79kg so have at least another 9kg to lose, a little more would be great but to get to 70kg would be fantastic. I do go to my gym about 5 times a week but I really need nutrition help and that is where our local gym has failed .....
I can imagine what my other half is going to say ..... 'oh cripes, here we go again', yeah not good for ones morale at this point.
Today is Day 2 of the pre-season, from what I'm reading on Facebook the forums are going off big time, AWESOME!!! Two of my friends have signed up, and they are full of it!!, Crunchtime and Crunchtime cookbooks arrived for them (I have ordered mine and they are in transit as we speak).
I also scored a FT7 HRM today for $NZ183!!! what a bargain!! that's also in transit. You may be wondering why I'm buying this stuff if I haven't signed up??? I'm too scared!!!! What a sad bitch!!, need to get my shit together real quick!!
Hmmmm and I ponder for another evening .........
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